I'm sorry

Some people have said that I sounded very down. I guess that's true.
I don't mean to sound that way, but sometimes I have bad days. I guess that comes through in my writing. I've been tempted not to publish some of them, but everyone says that if that's the way I feel on that day, so be it.

It's hard not to let everything we're going through get to us sometimes. Some days the burden seems greater, seems almost too much to bear. I know I shouldn't, but some days I want to feel sorry for myself, to give in to the dark side.

I was trying so hard to please everyone, to make everyone smile, to make everyone happy. Seeing people happy means a lot to me. It is never easy to please everyone. I make mistakes but i m just a human being after. It's hard for me to express such sadness through words. There aren't any words to say how deeply saddened i am. .

I don’t really understand human nature sometimes. I guess its just part and parcel of being human. Maybe i shall just leave EVERYONE alone..