Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Cunts

I don’t want to talk about what really happened because I don’t feel like crying. However, all I can say that life is shit. People tell me, oh get over, oh you are a pathetic whiner, complainer, whinger, blah blah. Maybe I am just like everyone else, have you ever thought of that? But, have you ever felt pain in your chest? Do you feel real physical pain? Do you really know how it is to be heart broken? For some of you who don’t understand, let me explain it.

My heart for the past days has been hurting a lot. I feel like someone is squeezing it so bad to the point that I can’t breath. You see, some of us humans have a heart. And we are sensitive, and we mask ourselves with such a tough fake exterior to survive life day by day. And i hate to pretend nothing really happened or whatsoever hey.

Some people, they just come flocking to me saying the meanest things, and think I have no feelings. I have feelings dammit, and I cry. Who says guys cant cry?? Cunts!

1 comments:

Nur'Syafiqah said...

hey iwan..
I felt you. Infact, even I put a happy face to live the day to make sure no one sees me sad or down.

I guessed If I can be strong, why cant you.

I may not know you too well, since its been ages since I last saw you right..

deep down I knew you are a strong man my friend..

Let's meet up one day to catch things up.

until then, take care (: