When someone once told me that humans inherently are bad, I find that hard to believe. At that point of time, I was still a naive boy I guess. Then I believe that humans are inherently, well human. We are good inside, and we are not selfish. Never did it struck me that we are inherently black, bad and gross.
As the years go by, my beliefs have changed. I was picked upon, I was kicked upon when I was down and while trying to pick myself up, I was kicked further down and stepped upon.
When I needed help, there was none available. There were those who purposely choose to take advantage of me when I was down and asking for help.
In the end, I can only count on myself, there is no one to depend upon.
Its time I become a selfish person too. Its time I turn into something disgusting to save myself.
I do not think I am going to like it at all.
Sorry, i am just sick of my life..
6 comments:
Aiyo, no need to change urself to be like others.. Just be urself. Dont lower ur standards.
There are ppl by ur side, to pick u up when u are down. To stand by u in good times and in bad..
I will always be here for u My Prince..
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i have learned my lessons long time back. but for sure, there are still people around you who are willing to be more than helpful. if i meet this kind of people, i can only appreciate it, otherwise i only try to depend on myself.
however, this kind of attitude doesn't turn you into a bad person or even a selfish person. instead, it helps you to be strong in times where you need to depend on yourself. it's just a precaution against "danger".
smile again!!!
hope you're
awwww bb!! thanks!!! love ya!!!
yeah alex,
but i have been in this situation so much that i am so sick of this life. even when i was havin some hard and rough times, no one even bother to help me. i don know...such is my life!
i would help you ... just like the way you helped me
awww thanks mas alex...
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