Saturday, September 27, 2008

Fuck u all!!!!!!!!!!

Hey, to all those who are wondering if i m dead or alive, i m still ALIVE. Unfortunately, lots of bad and unhappy moments hey.. Bloody hell!

And I used to think that people were biased towards others because of race or gender. However, lately I have been getting negative views about my age. Yes, I am 25 soon. So what?!!!!!!!

It all started when my people told me, “why don’t you act more like XXX or YYY? He is more behaved and doesn’t talk back.”

Explain to me the need to be within a certain age group or mentality. Since I am goin to be 25, I have to act 25? Explain to me what 25 means to you and the things I am supposed to say? Does my maturity level have to be parallel with my age to be respected according to your theory? How do 25 years old act like? You can’t answer that because everyone is different.

There are 25 years old who are married with 3 or more kids and live in big houses.
There are 25 years old who are single and at the top of their career.
There are 25 years old who are widowed.
There are 25 years old who are divorced.
There are 25 years old who are single and are in debt beyond belief.
There are 25 years old who are single and barely can sustain a job.
There are 25 years old who are single and still trying to start a career and find a job.
There are 25 years old who are married but can barely pay rent and put food on the table.


And the fucking list goes on....

One thing I despise and I can’t stand and the reason I am a bit preposterous to everything in this world is because of this comparison. I despise it. I despise it. I despise it. I fucking despise being compared to other people. All my life I have been compared to other people and I am sick of it. Why aren’t you like this? Why aren’t you like that?

Age is just a number. It’s just a reminder for us and that’s it.
This is me.. JUST FUCKING ME!!!
UUrgggh!!!!!!!!!

2 comments:

Nonnie King said...

Being 25 means that your age is going to stop moving forward and remain 25 every year!

Aiyah.. no need to care what other people say mah. Its your life and you live it according to yourself and not follow protocols set by mindless people who have too many "2 cents" to share. Why do we wanna please those idiots by making them agree to what we do?

I'm turning 25 and not acting like one too.. So?

Oi cheer up.

p/s: Still scratching head what to get for your bday. Your bday card making in the process too.

The Pondering Introvert said...

no worries, being 25 is just being 25, there aren't any theories on how one should act, how should one say, how should one behave, thats just the matter of mentality on society that they have and every individual is different thats why we call people as individual. If they wanna follow the norm then tell them to go ahead because you are not going to be boring and dull like them, instead you are going to be iwan :P