Wednesday, September 3, 2008

A Bad Day!!!

Received a reply from the potential employer.
"We regret to inform you that your application was not succesful. However we wish you all the best in your futur endeavours."

Like what the fuck? I'm kinda surprised. Here's another rude wake-up call. Am I not good enough? Am i not qualified enough? I'm so sick and tired of rejections. Made me start to think of my shortcomings. Maybe I was too cocky? Too confident? Complacent? Just simply not good enough as I think I was?

But then again this job was a few notches below what I thought I was made of. Somewhat a downgrade. But I wasn't successful still. Like what the.. Even stooping to a lower level was not appropriate for me. I'm really confused. If only I was given the chance, the opportunity to shine. Sigh. Then again, life goes on.

They say u gotta learn to survive a defeat and thats when one develop a chracther.. Alas.. It wasn't to be. DAMMIT!!!

4 comments:

The Pondering Introvert said...

What doesnt kill you makes you stronger :)

Alvin Iwan said...

hmmmm... yeah lah but sometimes.... cannot be stronger lei..

Rey said...

alvy, get a tagboard..

Alvin Iwan said...

to rey:
hahaa! yeah ok soon