Monday, October 19, 2009

Mixed Emotions

Am in a very very bad mood lately. Lots of things happening which is making me very depressed. Yet I cannot find a place to vent them out. Not even on this blog.

Just feel like staying in bed for the whole day. In the past, I could have done that by applying a couple days of leave. But now, I don’t have the options to do that. Lots of things needs my attention. Lots of meeting need to be attend. Can’t afford to hide myself under the blanket.

And the worst thing is that I need to pretend that everything is alright when things aren’t. Putting up a happy front and covering up the emotions deep inside. It’s tough. But I know I shouldn’t mix work with personal stuff.

Perhaps I should just forget about my personal stuff and concentrate on work. Maybe keeping myself busy at work can help me forget about the personal issues.

Sigh.......

2 comments:

The Pondering Introvert said...

totally understood, sometimes, really wish to be young and carefree without worries kan, kesian ... chill k

Alvin Iwan said...

yeah michy.. betul!
I was thinking the other day, how fun and worry free when we r young. just hv to worry abt exams.. now adulthood, so many things to worry abt!